lnkinprk2448

So I went to Kempo/Karate with Jessica and Adam this past Tuesday, and that was alooooot of fun.  The guy teaching me was very informative and really cool to work with.  Then on Wednesday after I got off work I headed out for St. Louis for a couple days.  Soon as I got there we left again and went to eat at McDonalds, then we went to a haunted house called Scarefest.  It wasn't very scary but I got to hang out with some old friends and a cute girl :p  after that we went back and played RB2 for quite a while.  Thursday we explored the town a lil bit, went and bought Madden 09 for Jeff n me to play, went out to eat at some buffet place, n played more RB2 n chatted for a while.  Overall it was a great trip and part of me wishes I wouldn't have left.  Other than that all I have in my life right now is a bunch of drama and bullshit that is stressing me out and making me sick...I wish it would just end.

So I was reading a story about a soccer goalkeeper who went deaf in an ear after some idiot threw a firecracker from the stands and it exploded near his head and all I can think about is how pathetic people are.  Seriously wtf is the point of fucking up this guys life over a fucking game....seriously.  I wish they would just stop playing soccer all together, all the morons live in Europe like that anyway, just take away the game from them now.  They don't deserve it.  Hockey, football, baseball, and basketball are all physical sports just like soccer, but how many times aside from the time when Ron Artest ran up in the stands and jacked the fan that threw a drink at him have you seen storys about fighting and violence just because of what team you like.  I'd just like to say f-off to retarted soccer fans, I hope you all die of alcohol posioning.  Grow the fuck up.

Anyway muh birfday is coming up soon, not 100% sure whats going on, but I'm thinking it involves going to a bar or something.  Anyone is welcome to come if ya wanna, just lemme know, and for those of you who don't already know I have a new phone number 830-0126 add me, txt, or w/e you wanna do. 

After reading that top part over I realize my dad may be right about muh temper, or maybe I just hate retarted people...

Had a big long post, but decided to delete it because I'm an idiot...that is all

What philosophical archetype are you? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Absurd Hero Life is absurd, but that is no reason to become a depressive emo. You are a regular Camus style Sisyphus, finding happiness through pointless and repetitive labour and laughing at the general insanity of the world. Unlike the vast majority of abstract philosophical archetypes you actually like people. Absurd Hero 73% Ubermensch 60% Philosopher King 60% The Prince 57% Ellsworth Toohey 57% The Fountainhead 43% The Underground Man 33% Sadean Libertine 30% The Last Man 20%

Beat Metal Gear Solid 4 on extreme earlier this morning,  I feel that it needs to be mentioned on LJ,  not that many people will care.  Started my job at office max earlier this week as well.  It has been alot of learning and following people around and more  more more learning,  but so far all the people there are really nice and cool,  I just don't wanna mess up ever lol.  Still under alot of pressure from my parents to move back home with them for a bit.  I kinda want to and don't want to at the same time,  its alot of frickin stress atm though, and my body already told me it needs none of that.  On another note, girls are way too complicated...far far too complicated.

I wish all this stress would just go away.  I'm tired of it,  I've tried so hard to not let it effect me.  My head feels like its breaking down to pieces.       

http://sports.espn.go.com/ncb/columns/story?id=3376961


Read that article.  That  man is one of my new heros...

I shouldn't be bothered so much by what my dad said to me, but its eating me away inside.  Gotta figure out how to make this go away and FAST.

Soooooooooooo being the non sleeper I am i was totally stretching to work out this morning when the whole room started shakeing.  Totally just felt my first big earthquake(5.4).  Maybe post more when I'm still not so pissed off and angry. who knows!?

I wanna talk to someone, but then again I don't wanna talk to anyone.  Makes perfect sense to me...anyone else?      

So i've spent the past 24 hour trying to install FFXI onto my Viao with Vista.  Stupid vista..oh how I hate you so much.  Turns out after I installed all the game and expansions and went to try and update them that I needed to go download a "special" vista version of playonline viewer so it wouldn't crash all the time AND if you've already installed anything you had to uninstall it and reinstall it after you get the new PoL viewer.  Thanks for the heads up...right?!?

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and I'm thinking that I shouldn't think because I'm way too hard on myself.  One of the things I've been thinking about is weather or not to move to Wisconsin and try living up there.  I'd totally miss all my friends and family (love ya guys to death), but I also feel at the same time that I've lived around here for my whole life and I'd be up for seeing somewhere new and experienceing new things.  The only bad part is that every time I start thinking about what I'm gonna do, it always keeps coming down to not wanting to leave all my friends and family behind.  I tell myself that they will still be my friends and family even if I do decide to go up there, but its just very hard to think about.

In other news I still feel way too weak, have a crush on that girl, hate my hair, and love you all.  This definatly seems like a good stopping point for now.  After all I could write a book about all the events thats happened during the past 17 weeks that I haven't updated lol.

I needs to know what you all want for christmas so I can try to aquire it for you to give to you on christmas!!! lemme know asap!

It happens everytime I drive by the road leading to Pinkstaff.  I just wanna close my eyes and go back to when we all were little kids hangin out at grandmas house, playin at the rockpile, havein sleepovers and all that.  I miss my cousin so much, more now than before.  He was way to young and all that to have heart problems, and was there for me when I needed him when I was going through chemotherapy.  This christmas is gonna suck knowing that hes not gonna be around.  I miss/love ya Jeremy Wayne,  you've done so much for me and i'm glad to have had the pleasure of growing up with ya.  Maybe some day the Cubs will win a world series for ya bro...

Been sitting around neglecting this thing for quite some time now, so I figure its time for an update...it it matters?

Lately i've been working and actually enjoying it again.  Got a new account manager who doesn't seem to be a total douche like some other douche who's doucheie name will not be mentioned...douche.  Anyway my buddy has his last day set as dec. 22nd,  its gonna suck quite a bit when he leaves, but i'm gonna be picky as hell who I get to try and replace him(not that its really possible, hes awesome and shit...you can't really match that.).  Goodluck at college bro.

Started workin out more and more lately. I feel pretty outta shape even though i'm not...damn this brain of mine for not believeing what I say.  I've been feeling sore a bit, but its gonna be worth it in the end I hope.

Played rockband with james, grabbe, christian(only for a few songs ):  We've got this awepicsome band called Bob & the fuckin builders(I wonder who came up with that name?!?!?) and Lobster Bisque.  We are simply put, the most awesomest bands to ever play the game.  I don't care what you say your not better than us!  God I love muh friends :p

On a randomass side note, I love this cold weather we are havein lately.  I'm crazy and run around in this shit in shorts and a t-shirt most of the time...it makes me feel kinda badass seein all the people wrapped up in their coats and hats n shit and i'm out there with pretty much summer clothes on.

Finally got me a PS3 as well(thank you Bestbuy for having it).  Got warhawk, SvR2008, and CoD4 for it as well.  My PSN is Killswitch1888.  Add me if you gots that shit!

"Hova Song (Intro)"
(feat. Pain In Da Ass)

[Jay-Z]
Yeah, I know you just ripped the packaging off your CD
If you like me you readin the credits right now
If you in your car, I don't care if it's winter
I want you to put all your windows down
Zone out, buckle up, let's go

Hello it's Hova; that's right young'un the wait is over
The new millineum is upon us, the album is here
Before we get into the shit, let's get a few things clear
Rappers with no relation:
there's "Seven Degrees of Seperation" and I'm Kevin Bacon
This is the murderer's version
Jigga the shit, even when he rhyme in third person
Hova the God, I should be rappin with turban
Haters can't disturb him, waiters can't serve him
Mike Jordan of rap - outside J workin
Now watch how quickly I drop 50
I don't like playin, niggaz can't stick me
Niggaz can not jam me, niggaz can't get me
Slimmy at the Rucka wanna leave and spend with me
I consistantly take em out the park like Ken Griffey
Do you believe? It's Hova the God

[Pain In Da Ass]
Makes you think about the people in your life
Then I think about BIG; what'd he say if he was here
He'd say, "Jay, what's it about? What's life about?
If you don't go through as a man's a man"
He'd say, "Suck it up, take the fall, do the time
that's what makes you who you are, makes you what you are"
How many years you been around this thing of ours?
Commision, 125 years
What's it about?
It's about rules, parameters
You take the beatin for the friend you don't lay down
you don't betray who you are, what you are
You gotta remember guys like Taj, Chill, Ran, Emory
They don't roar, they don't rap
You know why? That's the rules, you don't break them
You was born to be somethin I wasn't even supposed to be.. humble
Okaay so you humble me now, what you got?
You got a war, you got global war
You got a worldwide crime syndicate now
There's no rules, there's no parameters, there's no feelings
There's no feelings for this game
So.. five ten years from now
You're gonna wish there was American Commision
Five ten years from now...
They're gonna miss Jay-Z
Oahhhkayyyyy, I'm reloaded!!!!!

theres your random Jay-Z for this post...you knew it was coming.

If anyone wants to hangout this weekend after I get off work,  i'm up for it, i'll just be broke as hell!

 "You get one NFL Truth today. Watching Chad Johnson and Larry Johnson undermine their respective head coaches, Marvin Lewis and Herm Edwards, on Sunday gave me a singular focus, forced me to contemplate an uncomfortable truth.

 

African-American football players caught up in the rebellion and buffoonery of hip hop culture have given NFL owners and coaches a justifiable reason to whiten their rosters. That will be the legacy left by Chad, Larry and Tank Johnson, Pacman Jones, Terrell Owens, Michael Vick and all the other football bojanglers.

In terms of opportunity for American-born black athletes, they're going to leave the game in far worse shape than they found it"  

This was on the front page of msn website written by Jason Whitlock.  For the record HES FUCKIN BLACK...i'm not sure what color has to do with it but I figured since hes blameing black athletes for fucking up footballs image i'd blame him for being black.

This article just pisses me off to no end...there is nothing wrong with celebrateing a score or showing some excitement for a big play.  its FUCKING RETARTED to be throwing hip-hop under scrutiny for how people decide to act.  Last time I listened to some hip-hop I don't remember any artist telling black atheletes that in order to play they need to act crazy and all this other bullshit...sure theres some problems, but they are not gonna destroy the image of football.  If anything they inspire others to work harder to have fun...thats what footballs about in the end right?  putting on a good show for the fans and haveing fun?

Long story short: Black atheletes are not ruining the NFL, if you think that then your fuckin retarted and probally don't watch or care for football much.  MOSTLY LEAVE FUCKIN HIP-HOP OUTTA IT...HIP-HOP ARTISTS DO NOT FUCKIN TELL THE PLAYERS WHAT TO DO OR HOW TO ACT,  THIS IS A STUPID FUCKIN STEREOTYPE THAT IS UNFUCKINCALLED FOR AND NEEDS TO BE LEFT ALONE....don't blame hip-hop its not the problem.

Been a little while since I last posted something in this so I guess i'll give ya a shimmy of whats been crackin in my world.

I finally got over that cough, turns out it was bronchitius, so with a few antibiodics, an inhaler, and a few days it was gone...after 2 and a half weeks of coughing til my stomach burned.  After that I finally ordered my cold air intake for my car and installed it last thursday.  God my car sounds so much cooler now AND its helping with my gas mileage...its a win win for me there lol.

Now i'm finally getting over whatever sickness I got last friday night.  I know I told steve i'd be over saturday night, but I just felt way to sick to wanna go anywhere so I just slept and slept....I'll be over saturday night, you all niggas best be ready!  

In other news i'm still undefeated in fantasy football.  Winning my first 2 weeks in my yahoo league by scores of 94.00-86.00 and 133.00-76.00.  Now i'm just one of four undefeated teams in that leauge, and in my nfl.com league I totally pwned with a score of 166-65, I've yet to be defeated in all my time playin on nfl.com, last time I played it I went 12-0 in the regular season and wiped the field in the playoffs to pwn in the superbowl game...hopein for that kind of success this year too lol.

Anyhow i'm sure i'll see ya guys this saturday, provided I don't die sometime between now and then....peace out

Just wanna thank steve, chickita, james, corey, nikki, grundon, bridget, suzi, roberts, daminon ricky, and jessica for come by and havein fun at my early birthday party thing.  It was really fun and ALOT more people that I figured would be there lol. 

In other news i'm getting a new car this tuesday, and yeah i'm pumped for that.  Gettin a blue 2000 Ford Mustang ^^  It needs a little bit of work but nothing really too big, and besides its been my dream car for many many years now.  My iPod should be here sometime this tuesday or wednesday as well.

Gotta go visit the doctor this wednesday as well to hopefully figure out wtf is causeing this coughing that won't go away.

Hope everyones doing well and all that other stuff.  As always take it easy and have fun. 

482 Bryan Street, Rockford Georgia, 54545(not even the right zip code for the town, but I know why).  Thats what my address to my account was changed to.  I donno what you think you were doing getting into my shit like that and changeing everything like that, but it definatly was uncalled for and if I ever find out where you are your gonna be sorry you did this to me.  I got my account back yesterday, everything untouched/changed except for the address.  I'm not sure how long you thought you could keep me outta MY account for, but i'm quite sure it was supposed to be longer than this...now you best keep on your guard to keep me outta your account.  I won't be so damn nice as to just change the address/password on it....

Anyway, after getting my account back I logged in and got in a party pretty quick, as well as some welcome backs from some buddys, and took out some anger on some poor mamool ja and pucks.  One poor BLM job mamool ja was especially unlucky and took a 1302 Tachi:Gekko  and a 1302 darkness...thats not even includeing the Monks damage from Asuran Fists either...Once I get a few more thousand xp buffer gonna switch to merit mode and get some meditate merits then work on great katana merits.  Probally by the time I get both of them done it will be time to move back to Siren ^^

Also started playing FFXII over again.  Almost caught back up to where I was before I quit playing it last time, I really wanna beat it so it can be added to the entirely too long list of games that i've beat.  Not that i'm gonna complain about haveing a list that long...i'm a gamer...its what I do.

Yet again I find myself on the shitty end of a deal.  The day after I quit FFXI, I decided to reactivate it.  No sense in letting someone who is a foolish fucking bitch stop me from playing a game that i've loved for over 4 years now.  Yesterday I came back to camp, claim, and kill amikiri with my friends and even got to make fun of the dumbass chinese gilsellers.  We ended up only getting the Kamewari to drop no V-Claw :( but I got the Kamewari and decided to build a party and get 75 on my samuari.  After doing this I was pretty tired so I logged off and decided to go to sleep and woke up about 7:30ish am on Aug.3rd to try and get a buffer for my SAM. No invites came for over an hour and noone was on to build a party with so I decided to logoff.  Not so shitty now right...

Well I slept til around 5:20ish and when I woke up I wanted to log in to FF to run my character out to amikiri spawn location, but instead I recieved a nice little message saying that my password was incorrect for my account.  At first I figured someone was fucking with me so I questioned my friend that knew my account info and he didn't change it, not that I suspected him in the first place but it was somewhere to start.  After that I went home to get my playonline regristration codes and call Square Enix to see about resetting my password.  I got all the information I needed correct, except for one thing...it appears that 238 Jefferson, Bridgeport IL, 62417 is no longer my address.  ALL MY FUCKING INFORMATION MATCHED UPAND I HAD THE DAMN REGRISTRATION CODES RIGHT, AND EVEN MY FUCKING CREDIT CARD WAS THE SAME...but since whoever jacked my account changed my address I am currently unable to retrieve my password.

Now I have to file for a court order for information release and fax it to S/E in order to regain control of MY fucking account...god I hope I am able to do this soon or I'm gonna flip...

Whoever did it is fucking lucky that S/E will not release the last logged in IP address or I would be on my way to your house/trailer park/ apartment/ wtfever you live in and proceeding to beat the fuck outta you.  Not a threat...a promise...

Anyway thats how my days been, Hows yours?